OH BOY. hi chat. it's been a hot minute since i've made a post here! or even update my website at all! the reason for that is i've been making multiple moves, including my os and what state i live in!! if you remember from my last post, i had mentioned that i was gearing up for a move in the springtime. well, that finally happened the other week, just at the start of june!! yay!!! currently, i'm staying at my stepmom's house while i get my footing in a new place with a job and finally getting my driver's license. i'm hoping to be off on my own around autumn, but who knows what'll happen between now and then! for now, i'm content to just take things one step at a time. there's no rush to get everything done at once as long as you're progressing!


so. the new deltarune chapters. fucking rock. it's been crazy getting to literally grow up with undertale and then deltarune. undertale came out when i was just 9 years old, and these new chapters came out just a month before my 19th birthday. fucking wild to think about, really. but anyways, without spoiling anything, let me just say that the new chapters of deltarune are soooooo good!!!! the character writing is probably the best it's ever been in the series (which is INSANE considering how good toby was at writing characters and character arcs even back in undertale), the art style is incredible, and the music is great as always. if you haven't played the new chapters or any of them in fact, play them!!! please!!!! now!!! YOUR TAKING TOO LONG


another thing i've been at about is praciting piano!!! in between the last post and now, i had gotten a little job at the convenience store down the road from my old house, which was awesome but also meant i couldn't practice as much as i wanted to. that being said, i've been practicing a lot more lately now that i'm done moving and stuff and i can really feel myself improving! i just became able to play with two hands and while i can't really do anything crazy yet i feel like i'm starting to get pretty good!!!


speaking of piano, i'm REALLY Hoping to actually get some music out soon. i have a soundcloud now, where you can listen to my demos and stuff, but i'm really hoping that soon i'll have some sort of collection of what i've been making that i can put out there. unfortunately, i'm a very big perfectionist with this kind of thing which can lead to me falling into the hole of never actually finishing anything because i can't bring myself to swallow my pride and make something that isn't 100% what i originally had in mind. but i prevail. i probably should get someone to yell at me everytime i decide to shelf something.


before i end this post, i wanted to briefly talk about brian wilson. just yesterday he passed away at 82, and just absolutely shattered me. he was such an amazing songwriter, composer, and producer, and it's just heartbreaking knowing he's no longer with us. despite this, i think that for me at least it's been really important not to just sit around sulking about it. despite all of the hardships and abuse he withstood throughout his life, he lived for 82 years! that's 8 decades!!! and throughout every single one of those he spent them loving and caring and creating. and i think that's all anyone can hope to do in their life. there's so much that i could say, but i don't know exactly how to phrase them right now. i hope that he's up in heaven harmonizing with his brothers, with his mother and wife at his side. godspeed, brian wilson. thank you for everything.


ooooookay i think that's all i have the energy for tonight. i can feel my wrist cramping up from typing at a rate that i usually don't type at. goodnight everyone! i hope the blog fairy brings you sweet flavor text under your pillow.