wow, would you look at that? two blog posts within a week of eachother. i deserve an award. ok but seriously i AM hoping to make more blog posts now that i'm not super undyingly busy with moving and the stress that comes with it. i have time to do shit now. hi chat.
so the past few days have been really good actually! on saturday we helped my super awesome brother jett move out and unload his stuff in his new apartment. it was really nice to see him again. this is the first time the two of us have ever lived in separate places, so it's a bit weird getting used to that, but now he only lives about 80 or so minutes away!! meaning we can go see him more often!! yippee!!!
another thing currently going on in the life of jay is that i am learning how to drive! i never really focused on driving when i was in high school since i was too busy trying Not to Die, and then the next year was full of other kinds of stress, but now i finally feel like i have the time/energy to really focus my mind on it! i'm hoping to do the test to get my learner's permit soon, and then i can actually start being on the road. right now, i've just been trying to pay more attention to what road signs mean and how driving actually works. soon, i too can be honkin' down the gosh darn highway... wait for me, al jardine....
okAY so. jobstuff. like i think i mentioned, i spent the gap between my last post in january and now working at a little gas station down the street from my old house back in MA. before i left though, my boss told me that she can get in touch with the regional manager and get me hooked up with a job at the same chain in my area! that hasn't happened just yet, but i did apply just the other day and we had this talk not too long ago so i'm really hoping it works out. it'd be really nice to just pick up where i left off at a new place, since with all the crazy changes going on what i'd like a lot is just a constant, y'know? i need that kind of structure and continuity so i don't go completely insane because as much as change is a good thing, my brain doesn't really see it that way, so any sort of change gives me a headache. if it doesn't work out, i'm sure i'll be fine just being a cashier somewhere else, but it would be really nice to have that kind of thing right about now. plus i need money
okay i think that's all the typing energy i have for rn. tune in soon for the next blog post. which will NOT be months from now. i hope. i think. okay byeee