blogstuff, it's been a second. the past 10 months that i have been gone took me for a complete whirlwind. i've kind of been doing a lot, but not enough to document here in any way because i don't really feel like doing that right now. it's four o clock in the morning on a friday and i kinda feel like typing real stream of consciousness style right now. so that's what you're getting.
i've been working on finishing up the album lately. it's gonna be called town green beautification and at this point i think it's gonna be pretty good. i'm really proud with the work i've already finished for it, and i think at this point it should be done by around????? juneish????? depends on how quickly i can be in the headspace to record all the vocals that i need to which is basically the whole album's worth.
i've been making a lot of friends recently, and it's really nice. without really getting into it, i recently ended a long term relationship that kind of influenced eveyrthing about my life, including the people i was hanging around with. i felt like everything i did needed to be shared. not neccesarily in the way where i felt obligated/forced to, but very much that the people i was around were the people my partner was also around. but recently i've been making friends in spaces this person has never been and it's really cool to know people without the preface that i am this person's partner. it makes me feel a lot more independent.
speaking of independence, i've been doing a lot of work on getting my driver's license. i do driving pracitce with my dad about twice a week, and while i'm still getting good at the rules of traffic and how to actually be a good driver (spatial awareness has always been an issue for me) i think i'm getting pretty good. i'm hoping to get my license this summer so i can drive myself around places and not have to worry about getting rides anymore or anything like that. it's gonna be awesome as hell.
GOD i have not been sleeping well lately. almost every night i either pass out before i can take my pills or i go to bed on my own at maybe midnight, and then i wake up at 4 and can't go back to sleep. it's starting to become a problem, and i can't really identify why this keeps happening. the weird thing is, even if i don't get more sleep, i'm usually fine. my psychiatrist says that could be a sign of mania, meaning it's possible i'm dealing with bipolar. Fun!
AAAAAAAALright i think that's all that i have the energy for. i have a laptop i like doing shit on so i think i'm gonna try and do these more. see you soon :3